January 2010
54 posts
Whenever I get a teeny tiny bit jealous, for whatever reasons, I shut myself up, take a deep breath, and remind myself why I’m sitting an arm’s length away from him, discreetly twirling my fingers around his, yet feeling a little inadequate - almost unworthy of having him give me the time of day. I’m scared - scared of losing him to some other girl, whether an acquaintance of mine or not - scared...
“There are a few things that make me feel more wonderful than lying on your bed...”
“When I’m not smiling, I feel vulnerable.”
I felt like a soggy pancake the whole day. I have a splitting headache too. I can barely leave the room. And now I can’t sleep. Why, world, why? :(
“I want them to end up together. They’re so cute. :)))”